I can’t do it anymore.
I fight to stay alive everyday,
But it’s so meaningless.
I have like nothing to live for.
I’m sorry if I ever let any of you down… I just wanted to say that, because I feel like I have. I haven’t answered the people in my askbox because idk how. I’m so lost and yeah.
I just wanted you all to know that I’m thankful, for every single one of you. You’ve been there for me during the hardest moment in my life. Thank you.
I’m getting so many nice messages… I don’t even know how to respond right now since I’m such a mess. Getting mean anons right after a break up is hard. But I deleted the mean ones and I’m keeping the nice ones. Idk if I’m going to delete or not, but for now I’m glad I have some nice followers to keep mean from jumping off a roof. Like seriously, thank you. You guys make me feel a little less inadequate and ugly.
So today was the worst of my life and then came online to really awful anons. Yes, I’m a worthless ugly single loser. I know. You don’t have to tell me. Due to all this, and everything that has happened. I think I will be deleting my blog.
It breaks my heart, but I think I have to do it. It has good memories, but right now those memories are hurting me a lot. I’m still thinking about it but, it’s really painful coming online. Seeing those things. I already feel like dying.
So yeah, nothing anyone could say at this point could make me hate myself anymore then I already do.
Oh, and Happy Thanksgiving btw.
I am no longer Tris, the selfless, or Tris, the brave.I suppose that now, I must become more than either.
How did this get 71,000 notes?!
Also, now that tumblr is being bought by yahoo, does this mean I will finally get paid for every note generated? And if so, can I declare that payment as fishing boat proceeds?!
Remember who the real enemy is.